The Second Heart
Front cover of The Second Heart, Where Love Goes After Someone Dies, by Bente Forsdal

Nobody teaches you what to do with the love that remains

Grief exists because love exists.

The person is gone. The love is not. The Second Heart is about the space between those two things.

It will not teach you how to move on. It will help you understand the love you are still carrying, and what it can become.

Coming soon in paperback, hardcover and ebook.

This book may be for you if

  • You still reach for the phone to tell them something.
  • You are afraid that feeling better means leaving them behind.
  • A good hour arrives and feels like disloyalty.
  • It has been years, and one ordinary memory can still undo you.
  • Your relationship was not simple, and your grief is more complicated than anyone's sympathy card allowed for.
  • You do not want to move on. You want to know what to do with all the love that is still here.

It is written for anyone who has lost someone they love: a husband, a wife, a mother, a father, a friend. It is not about one kind of loss, so no reader is left waiting for their chapter.

And it says plainly that not every relationship was simple, loving or safe. Grief after a difficult relationship is grief too, and the book makes room for the anger, the relief and the conflict that was never resolved.

The first heart says: I wish you were here.

The second heart says: What you gave me is here.

One does not replace the other. They beat beside each other.

What changes

Not an ending. The book does not argue that grief finishes, and it does not ask you to be anywhere other than where you are.

What it offers is a different account of what you are feeling. Not a failure to recover, not a problem to be solved, but attachment surviving loss: the love that used to have somewhere to go, still going.

You stop believing that death has made your love homeless. It has somewhere to live.

It will not tell you that you are behind, because there is nowhere to be.

The five parts

  • Introduction. The Question Grief Leaves Behind
  • I. The Heart That Still Reaches
  • II. What Grief Carries
  • III. Where Love Goes
  • IV. Learning to Carry Love
  • V. The Life Love Builds

Thirty-one short, titled chapters. You can start anywhere.

H.E.A.R.T.

Five movements rather than five stages, a chapter for each, and a sixth on returning to them. There is no correct order and nothing to complete. The book's own words: it is not something you succeed or fail at.

It is a reflective framework Bente created from her own experience of grief. The book says plainly that it has not been developed or tested as a clinical treatment, and that it is not a substitute for professional care.

Hold
Let the loss be as large as it is.
Express
Give the grief somewhere to go.
Allow
Stop arguing with what you feel.
Remember
Keep them, rather than letting them go.
Trust life again
Without it meaning you have forgotten.

Five simple practices

One for each movement. Small, concrete things to do when there is nothing to be done: a hand on the chest, the sentence you never said, one memory that feels like love. They are simple enough to use alone, in conversation, or as part of a group.

The book also has a practice for the days with nothing left in them. It asks for one breath, and calls that enough.

You can read the introduction and the first chapter free, exactly as they are printed. It is a book for adults who have had someone die, and it is not therapy: it says so on its own opening page.

When you do not know what to say

Someone you love is grieving. You want to help, and every sentence you think of feels too small.

Sometimes the most useful thing to give is not an answer. It is something that says: I see what you are carrying.

This is a book you can hand over without explaining yourself. It asks nothing of them, there is nothing to finish, and it never becomes one more thing they are failing at.

When you do not know what to say, you can let the book say some of it for you.

Details

Author
Bente Forsdal
Subtitle
Where Love Goes After Someone Dies
Format
Paperback, hardcover and ebook
ISBN
978-1-967267-05-7

Where does all the love go after someone dies?

It does not disappear. It changes the heart that carries it.

Coming soon in paperback, hardcover and ebook.